Goodbye Jesse!

Goodbye Jesse i'm sorry for ever hurting you and putting you through this. I really am and i do love you I really do don't think I dont but i just think for now that we should just be friends and not be in a relationship. i want you to get on your feet first and get a job and get a car and your own house and just be happy and find happiness by yourself. Because i wont always be there for you when you're down or when you need me most. I do care for you but I just cant do this no more and plus I wanna give Andy a second chance and see how well he does just please if you love me you will understand and be happy for me and i will always love you Jesse and if you need someone to talk to I will be here for you forever and always Jesse. Just please forgive me for hurting you I really do love you so much and wanna be with you but I have to give Andy a second chance just like i did you. And to explain why I have been so rude is because I'm trying to get you from being upset and get over me because I dont want you upset over me and unhappy I want you to be happy but I know you wanna be with me so you can be happy but i'm being mean and rude and everything because i'm trying to push you away i'm trying to get you to not want me and to know that you can be happy without me and you will always have me to talk to I swear on my life that you will and i swear that i do love you but its just not a good time to get back to together right now but maybe later on we can. Please Jesse just forgive me PLEASE.