Happy Once Again

:] I am so so so so so so HAPPY right now :] I can't stop smiling OMG I really hope he is for reals and not messing with my head just to get into my pants OMG I really want to date him and be in a relationship with him and keep him to myself where nobody else can have him...only me and nobody else...I really really like him a lot...now right when I first met him I didn't think that I would like him like this but now I do and he is so nice and funny and always makes me smile and laugh and he makes me happy when I'm sad :] he turns my frown upside down...He is like one of my best friends but I want to be more then just friends I want to be boyfriend/girlfriend. He says he feels the same about me but idk Na he is almost 19 he graduated last year (2008) and my mom kind of likes him I think and she doesn't really approve of him because he is going to be leaving for Iraq here pretty soon.....(I'm going to cry :'( I am going to miss him so much he always knows what to say all the time...here are some examples: "I would really like to have a relationship with you... but I couldn't do that to you it wouldn't b right of me.... but i really want to b selfish and take u as mine but i can't.... so i have to leave the choice to you.... you know I'll b gone, but after i get back i will have a long stabilization where i can't b deployed...." another one is "I understand that and I would never ask u to go behind her back and start a relationship with out her consent....." another one is "you should do what you feel is right, and follow your heart and what is right to you and your heart and what is right to yourself and ya mom......" He is so so so sweet any girl would be luck y to have him!!!! I just wish my mom would give me the consent to have him as a boyfriend. I really do like him and have feelings for him and hope she will realize that...I plan to talk to her about him and me getting into a relationship and then I have to try to get her to say yes so I feel better about dating him...we aren't dating yet but he did ask me if he could claim me as his and he could get jealous and defensive if anyone else touches me and I said yes so he said that I am officially his and nobodyelse's ha ha. He is so sweet though...I just want my mom to see him like I do so she will realize that he isn't like my ex-boyfriend that he is really nice and he respects girls and what they have to say and especially me he doesn't make me do anything I don't want to do and says he never will...I believe him. Hopefully I am making the right choice by picking him out of the group of guys that like me I really really really like him a lot and hope he feels exactly the same about me and doesn't just care about sex I really hope he mainly just wants to hang out and have fun and hug and things like that and not be as intimate as we could (sex). And I wore his ring and sweater today and my ex looked at me like why is she wearing his sweater and ring and he looked like he got upset about it :] all I have to say is that's what he gets for leaving me for that "girl" He is getting pay back now he is feeling what I felt when he left me he is now realizing that I don't care about him anymore and I'm not going to get back with him so he now knows that I'm not someone to fall back on like he was probably planning on doing if she broke up with him or if something happened to them...but enough about him...lets get back to Travis!!!! :D He is so sweet like I have already said his parents are nice too and they approve of me they know I am only 16 and going to be 17 on December 7th but they still approve they said for him to get his orange jumpsuit ready ha ha I laughed at that but we haven't done any thing so there is no worries there. :D and he said for me to look up this song called Somebody Like You by Keith Urban (everyone should look it up and listen to it) he said it was a song from him to me... :D I really like it and it is sweet!!!! But now I have to go it is getting late and I need some sleep so whenever I have time and I have more to say I will let y'all know more...but for now..... That's All Folks!!!! :D