End of another year:]

Well it's the end of another school year and here the summer comes. It's just around the corner:) This summer is going to be the best ever..I'm pretty sure..but I won't know till it's over it it is or not. I have a baby sitting job; so i will have money and I have the most amazing boyfriend in the world, Pedro Perez. We have been seeing each other for 3 months on the 21st of May:) I really really really like him a lot; like so much that I love him to death with all my heart and soul. I don't think he really realizes that because he says he is always thinking about weather or not I love him and how much I do love him and how long this will last and everything. Well what I say about that is that everyone has their doubts. I just believe that he really does love me like he says and I know he loves me with all his heart or else he wouldn't do the things he does for me. He buys me whatever I want if he has the money for it and he will try even if he doesn't have the money. He comes to see me as much as he can. I just love him so so so much! :D he makes me the happiest girl on earth. I really hope that what we have lasts forever. I have given so much up for him but I don't care because I love him enough to do what I have to just so I can keep him with me. I just wish he knew how much I really do care for him.
Well anyway to get back to the end of the year business...This is the end of my junior year of high school and I will be a senior next year:) yea baby!!!! I can't wait...I am gonna take 4 college classes: A&P, College Algebra, College History, and College Government. I bet it's gonna be hard but I am gonna do the best I can to pass and go all the way. Today is the 17th of May and we only have this week and 3 days of next week left of school. It's just around the corner and I can't wait:)
Lets finish off on how my relationship is going with Petey, Pedro Perez. It is pretty dang good besides we have been fighting here lately because of my mistakes that I should have never done. I am really sorry for everything that I have done that has upset him. I really don't mean to make him upset or anything. I don't want him upset, I love him to much to see him upset. I just hope he realizes how much I care and love him. He means the world to me and I need to find a way to show him that. I just don't know how. I mean I have been kissing him and hugging him and everything. I just want him to know that I do love him with all my heart and I want to be with him for as long as possible. I just want him happy even if that means I'm not..that's how much I love him. I just hope he finds out that I do love him so so so much!!!! I Love You Pedro Perez With All My Heart & Soul!!!!