Okay, now this is out of the blue but it popped in my head. I kind of miss Andy. He is one of my ex's. He left me for this girl named Sarah which I don't understand why well I kind of do but he said he loved me so why would he leave me?. But the reason why I am writing this is because he got in a wreck yesterday and I found out because my mom called me like right when it happened, I believe he is alright. He did get taken to the hospital by the ambulance but they were just checking him to make sure he was alright and nothing was broke or anything. Now a while back I told him the whole truth about everything and he got pissed at me and told me to never talk to him or any of his friends ever again. It hurt me real bad because even though he broke up with me and broke my heart I still wanted to be friends because I wanted to be as close to him and spend as much time with him as possible because I still loved him with all my heart. After he told me not to talk to him or any of his friends, I didn't becasue I respect him enough and want him to be happy so I was doing what he said. I still love him and always will. I will never forget him no matter what. He was my first and only love. He was practically my first everything. He was pretty much my first boyfriend, my first kiss, I lost my virginity to him...I just flat out loved him to death. He made me all warm and happy inside. I felt like somone wanted me that they actually cared about me. And he always said I love you and he always said he wanted to marry me but ya you know how that goes. I really did want to marry him and I wanted to have kids with him and I wanted to spend the rest of my life with him. Well, anyways when he got in that wreck my mom called me and I laughed about it but deep down inside I wanted to cry because I was so worried about him being hurt. I don't ever want anything to happen to him even though he did treat me the way he treated me. I care about him with all my heart no matter what I say. I just wish he could understand that but he won't listen to me. Please if anyone reads this and talk to ANDY BROWN please tell him that I said all this. I love him and always will but he wants to move on and already has and I guess it is my turn now. I just hope I can find someone that can make me feel the way he made me feel.
Thank You For Reading If You Did. I appreciat it. Thank You Again, Rabecca Jane Miskimen
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mkay well u know i wuld willingly tell this to andy only if he listened to me but yah you know he wont. and girl you know whant he is just acting out again and i know u were really hurt i saw it in your eyes when your mom called you but listen you know how he said he wanted to kill himself well if he did he would have a long time ago. he is just acting out to try and get you back guys are stupid and i know how they work. just trust me on this one. i promise dont let his acting out get to you he is just seeing if you will run back into to his arms and if you do then he will think hay she really loves me and i can come and go as i please. and u know thats how he is.....well babe i love you so so much and i will be there for you through thick and thin. nd through hell and high waters. u know i am the friend that wuld trip you let you fall flat your face and laugh. and then try to help you up end up getting tripped and fall on my face too and then we would just be sitting there laughing our asses off for no reason. girl i love you and u mean so much too me you deserve better than andy trust me he treated you lke shit. well ill see u tomarow ttyl xoxo your bestest frand ever and your babygurl. XOXO Chelley Nicole;]]
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